Planned to go to Parkway to "study" and ecp de .
But end up my ecp plan was canceled .
It's okay . (?)
Did both maths and chinese homework while we were at Parkway's library .
And i felt so contented arh . (is contented the word to use? hahas , idk) :X .
Just felt so proud of myself
It has been so long since i last did my homework . :P
hahas .
Anyway , i though that today's moon will be very round ,
but end up i did even get to look at it .
Because , IT WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND !
WHERE ARE YOU MOON !!!
grrr .
Went home immediately after we left Parkway ,
which wasn't suppose to be part of my plan neither .
But i guess is okay bah .



Where is my goodbye kiss ?
Where are my hugs ?
I'm waiting .
(trying to be more initiative)I tried to hold your hand first ,
but nothing happen after that .
But i must say , when you lie your head on my shoulder i was thrilled .
seriously just thrilled about it .
When i saw that text in your draft , i felt like banging my fucking head on the wall .
How could i been so fucking bastard to hurt you when you trusted me so much .?
I betrayed your trust , and i hate myself for that .
My eyes were filled with water after seeing that text ,
and i freaking hate myself .
How i hope i can earn back your trust .
But how ?
idk .. Maybe time might had a solution to everytime .
Give me some tips here please !


If it kills me to make it up to you , i will go jump down the building right now .