Wah , it has been a long time since i last posted something here .
Bo bian , i'm too lazy and restless for blogging .
I hate my life sometimes , hate it so much .
I realize after so many years , none of my friends are reliable .
Even the most innocent 1 .
Seriously , i'm such a failure man !
Its time i really open up my eyes big big .
BIG ! To look at people clearer , not just by their appearance .
No matter how sincere i treat them , they just treat me back like a fool .
I'm not a toy or something that you can vent anger on . Or just show me black faces .
I'm tired of this kind of life le . i rather be alone , seriosuly ...
Or just linger around me only when you have no one to look for .
Life suck when you don't have a true friend , but its scary having lots of friends that ain't true to you .
Oh well , i think i can adapt to this loneliness . :) .