1st , i spent my time at our chalet with my family .
Had a great time with my butts , jieying and yunting .
Love you guys many many . hahas

2nd , i cut myself ..
And my hands are still bleeding due to the glass that pierced through it ..
I felt nothing , its not painful , and it's weird .
So weird .
All of this blood is cause by my cat .
Who jumped up my cupboard and knocked down your glass bottle ...
For that very moment , i felt so scared .
These were running through my mind , things like ,
" are you okay ? is this a bad sign ? what happened to you ? should i text you and find things out ?"
I was so damn terrified ...

But after all , you were okay .
Thank god for that .

However , a thing that i neglected after you left had been crashed into bits and pieces ...
Just like my heart .
I neglected a thing that is so important to me ???
What the fuck was i thinking ??
I really need to wake up and grow up !
Come on man zenith , I'm gonna give you slap !
You idiot bastard .



我快要崩溃了。。。