Bleed . :(
But not pain de , weird to the max ...
now , for me , flowing out tears are much more hurtful than flowing out blood ..
WHY ??
Gosh .
Cause when i bleed , my body is the 1 who gets hurt , not my heart ..
I finally how it felt like to be stapped in the heart without using a knife .
One word , hurtful - est .